Life has never promised us anything...Nor has God...But people did ...
Some said they will never leave me;lie
Some said they will luv me till death;lie..
some said i was the most precious thing in their life ;lie..
ma life is made of such sweet lies..!
in the end all that matters is how i faced the time when i finally realized those were jus lies n how truthful i was...
I always ask,"Wouldn't lyf be much better if these lies were never told ? "
But the fact,which is yet harder is when i realize that,the times i lived on those big lies were the best times of ma life...!
All that i learnt in ma first year of coll is,life is just more of relationship...yo either concentrate in relationship or money.And God how cunning ppl could be,they are never punished,they seem to be the happiest person on earth.the happiness that a gals school gave me was the ever missing thing.And for me any small thing i feel bad of every time will remind me of ma days at SASTRA(yeah !! its had its own demerits) .
And cumin to things that i realized out of ma experiences at RMK is teenage has so many things to deal with,as told in ma previous blog,dam it !!!teenage is not a cake walk !!!! Pavan the best Buddie ever taught me to take life as simple as possible and thousands of sorries to him as i showed all ma anger on him ,talking abt the same problem again again,above all he made me think "Deepika is worth something"
To ma family members an frnds who had felt some change in me for past few months in ma way of brooding over an issue or back answering i'll tell yo'll the credits goes to him.Being younger to me yo behaved way mature and there's loads to learn from yo !!!
Now about those most irritating ppl of ma life,every time i brood over them i get dam ****ed up.but i spent time to think over them again,every human on earth does things what he/she thinks is right,its freedom of taught !!!! its jus that yo must learn to avoid few ppl what ever might be the relation.Certain things yo shouldn't mind :/ its jus as similar as your acts irritate them so does theirs ..Please stop wasting time over them
A much more important person is Keerthana Shanmugam,gawd yo have to learn how to stay detached from new ppl . A very hard at heart person when it comes to her goals an very equally soft when it comes to her close buddies.Always gets onto ma nerves but tell yo i jus realized that your teaching me patience and yo changed ma life style !! ppl at home are happy cos of yo sweetheart :) but i must tell this please do talk out when yo are pissed off abt something over a close buddie cos these small things might cause a huge fight . As told before all that matters in the end is how many good hearts have yo gained !!!!
Meenatchi, A thousands of sorrie to yo :)i have been brooding over every single thing to yo . But sweety yo'll be the best in the field of counselling i swear try out !!!very good at debating over a topic,might have irritated yo but think yo can understand it .
One thing i want ma ppl to understand is whatever it might be,whatever the world is teaching yo remember we are unique and we have equal rights to teach the world back.don jus follow the crowd when ppl say yo cant thats the time yo have been hit on say yourself that I CAN and bring a change.its not enough to dream over things only when dream comes true yo feel happy .
Never think of our relationship ending!!!and a small thing to all ma juniors love doesn't jus mean commitment and physical touch.yo will fall for many ppl in life when it comes to opposite sex yo jus have to remember what that relationship means to yo.Yo are bringing shame to the word love when yo get committed for the sake that yo have fallen.Ask yourself haven't yo fallen for anyone in world ? love is jus nothing except this !!!! Marriage is the most sickening thing for its more of physical touch and love comes jus for that sake !!! (ma opinion )
keep learning and start of thinking innovatively cos you need to make things different and the way yo want and not jus do what others do !!!! There is purpose for which yo live find that out !!!your god's messenger :) :) die only after yo yearn all the good hearts and most importantly only after yo do what yo dream't of doing and what god has sent yo for !!!
