2010 !!!!!!!!!

"Time and smile are two crucial things in life.Sometimes time makes us to forget smile And sometimes someone's smile makes us to forget time" :)

fine were would i start ???????? 2010 is the best and the worst year of ma life.school life,coll life,hostel life....its got everything.The most cherishable moments,its shown me what this 17 years of life actually meant !!!!!!!God those moments are still within me,ma eyes is jus filled up with those small things ......let me tell u'll what this year did to me
Jan 6th : prevalige of standing next next to Dr APJ Kalam,his best wishes for ma boards,honoring him !!!!
jan 29th : Farewell
Jan 30th : the biggest fight i had with swati,it was like almost for 5 hours...i will neva forget those few idiotic ppl who stood as a cause for that incident ,dam it !!!!
Feb 2nd : the last speech of mine at Holy angels,thanks mom an dad for choosing the best school for me ,its taught me everything but not to live without it ...I pity ma coll frndz....they must be fed up of listing to all ma school stories
march 1st : board exams begin,the most awaiting thing of ma life
April 9th : 17th b'day ,the most surprising of all,OMG ... the conference call at sharp 12,juniors cuming hme,all ma gifts in pink , Gawd the best , thank yo so much to all u guys who made it
April 25th : AIEEE exam , RylA,most important met DHRUV ,such a good frnd,changed ma way of thinking,made me behave matured...he was the soul reason for me to start writing blogs actually ..... proud to know him !!!!the day were we formed our gang (hh,dd,MD,PP),kasturi an all mew guys found
May 5th - sleepover at pravz place,getting to know things about what ma frndz think an some crap , a turning point ....
May 14th - results !!!! almost 8 hrs i would have cried....the worst day
may 27th :Abroad trip , after a long time went out with cousins,HK a beautiful place,what a climate man !!!
June 18th-counselling date for Sastra postponed to second list :(
June 24th : SASTRA counselling date announced
July 8th : admission in SASTRA -ICT,felt so proud that moment....:) :)
July 12th :anna university counselling :(
July 18th : 7.04 left chennai to thanjavour,joined hostel at 4,began hostel life at 5.35
July 19th : coll life began
Aug 2nd : scoldings from maths sir for smiling at him :P
Aug 16th : hostel life ends
Aug 18th : Joined RMK,met the best buddies "Keerthana's" and Vignesh kartikeyen
sept 18th : SAS interview
Sept 30 : Got two good frnds in coll ("Deepak shanks & Sai THeja")so much they have done to me
Dec 13th - the fight with a local female in bus leading to so many things :(
Dec 18th : flunk in eg :( :(:'(

March 9th : heat boil on ma eye, spoilt ma chem and maths board preparation
Oct 11th : heat boil on hand
July 24th : dance audition in SASTRA,those comments those seniors gave me :P
Aug 4th : Selected for NCC
Nov 11th : the prank call,those words those guys used , Errrrrrrrrrr the worst experience,i don think i could meet such local ppl on earth

yeah !!! now cuming to the thinking part , i made maself clear of what ma future could be,got that maturity of taking decisions,Most important of all took a firm decision of being DADDY'S GAl and that not to fall for anyone in life and not to spoil their life

but ya i realized its the age that brings stupid taught inside and its jus infatuation and am glad i managed them as much as i can , Sorry if i had hurted ppl ,but it had to happen !!!!! i still strongly feel u can even fall for a frnd its not necessary to fall in love to get committed ....Now the doubt arises why are we getting committed ? why isn't that close relationship within frnds ? what is the difference between a frnd and the person who is loved ? :O


anyway !!!!!!!!!!!2010 U Rawk and u even suck . But thank you so much for all that u have given me .........love all u guys who shared this year with me ......thank you so much :) :) :) :) :)

college life :)

The day came and here i entered, with soo mucha expectations..dreams..hopes ...imagine if evrything is gonna break down in ONE DAE! unfortunately , that is what happened :(

Life was jus an Marathon from July 17th to August 17th....so mucha tears,happiness, sadness,fabulous ppl around,so much of problem,whiling away time jus over the phone,sleeping only for 2hrs,problem with the warden,permission declined,waiting to have good food,sitting amidst 10 guyz not talking but wanting to talk, routine life,sleeping in frnds room,the way i ran when i saw the warden coming with a stick to send us back room,the restrictions around,the KD works,ragging seniors,dance practices in the room,those innocent looks i gave when ppl commented on my dance,getting seelcted for the troop,NSS camp training,group studies...fights, what else have i got to experience in Hostel.....Hostel life ROCKZ :)

But still gng from a gals school i always wanted to hangout with guyz and learn more about guyz...it din happen in SASTRA :( . Got back to chennai,joined RMK , the way i cried to get into a jail,GOD i still remember Aug18th morning 8.00 i was in the camps crying along with the nature (it was raining) bunked the first hour the first day itself,then i saw my 14yrs mate,Gosh all the 32 teeth's were seen....Yet it took time for me to adapt,missed the frndz in Sastra none were like them,travel was the most boring thing...

In jus 1 week time the convent females caught hands together the gallata we do in that strict coll made guys say we aren't gals nly,not worried of what others talk , jus jumping around sighting,bunking classes,rest in the sick room,sleeping in class,the debates,the ripe classes,FACEBOOK chats,group study,getting down in Anna nagar wontedly catching an auto to T.NAGAR,the commentary i give in the bus,exams,marks everything is jus fine......Having loads of fun

Had chance to meet so many different characters,life has so much to experience,feels really Good to have got back,the attachment with the ppl whom i know in RMK can neva break up,HOLY ANGELS taught me everything but not how to live without ppl ....seriously that puts me down half the time.A habit which i wanna loose but i don think it can happen anyway i like the way i am.....:)

Holy Angels and RMK are my second attempts,HA has given everything , hope RMK also does :)knowing ppl is jus fun,so many frndz,their love towards me I jus don wanna miss anything in life......

Hope my life ends in one corner of the world with all my promises fulfilled no one around me,leaving footprints behind,jus thinking of memories i leave the world knowing all my frndz,relatives and ppl whom i know is well settled in life ....My soul rest in piece with a smile on my face :) love you .....umha :*

12th holidays !!!!!!!!!!

"Every man who possibly can should force himself to a holiday of a full
month in a year, whether he feels like taking it or not. "

For me i could say this 12th holidays was the most awaiting days in my life for the past two years.My 11th was the most tiering days and 12th had fun along with loads and loads of work and regarding my studies i proudly say no one in my school would have worked so hard as me but that hard work is of no use coz they weren't all that rewarding.

my hol's started on 17th march were on 19th i made a pilgrimage trip to my native for 3 days and then followed by outings with friends ,my birthday surprises,a little of school work and dance practices but all this after 20 days or so seemed so boring.

At one point of time i was planning to go out of chennai with my friends where i knew my parents could not allow but i could call the RYLA a golden opportunity at that time it was like a blot in the sky . I made sure i that i could attend the RYLA because that was scheduled on April 25th,the day of my AIEEE examination.

RYLA was the turning point in my holidays.It was tremendous fun i stayed the way i am and had so many new friends must say these friends are much much better than my school friends.They just seemed the way i expected them to be.LOVED myself for those three days.GOD want those three days back !!!!!!!!!!!

After which the days followed by treats,night chats and outings with RYLA friends.Then night stay at Pravz place which actually had a turning point in my taughts,fun at the largest park in anna nagar, hangout with our comedy piece Hari and then shopping....How can i forget the fights with my brother hated those days sad of my friends who had to listen to all my sorrows.

Then came our result tension MAY 14th,it was my brother who checked it out.He scared me for a second then my Dad noticed that it wasn't my name but my result wasn't all that satisfying for all the hard work i did.But still believing in God that he could land me in a safe and the best place for he knows all what i did those two years

The following days are the days which should never come in anyones life. God the coll tension,fight with brother,problem with friends,change of taughts,3 days issue, the worst days. But my only friend in these days was facebook had all what i taught on my status message.it was indeed the best way to reduce anger.

But these worst days also had the best days in it my trip to Hongkong after so many years all cousins together.Had loads and loads of fun a different experience thanks to all of them....those 7 days was the best,the highlight of my holidays.

And above all this holidays has made me take so many important decisions in life and those were promises to God.I challenge that those promises will be fulfilled before my heart stops and tell you it has got long way to go.Wait for another 30 years to be proud to have a friend,cousin,daughter,sister and whatever i am related to you.I am sure all of you will turn back and salute me for what i am !!!!!!

The thoughts that pop out when i think of my school friends

"Friendship is not about whom you have known the longest

who came first or who cares the best ....It's all about who

came and never left "

Yup guys Friends play an important role in each ones life . I personally feel that friends are been respected more than our parents only because they are of same age group.But let me tell you if you notice your movements rather say the friends with whom you share most of your personal stuff it could be your brothers or sisters because they guide us in the right track(not in my case actually )

I did my 14 years of schooling in Holy Angels and i am very much proud to say i am a student of holy angels. This school has given me everything i want in life right from problems to happiness that a student can face.it has taught me soo many about friends

My first friend Adheshwari Ramesh she is such an awesome female on earth .I really never had problems in life when she was there with me meaning to say close to me.We were neighbors from the time when we were born and it so happened that we were friends at school and also that she was grown up in my place and me at hers.Awesome days man ,we studied together,played together,ate together and also bathed at the same time.....lol .We did have loads and loads of fights but that actually made the bond between us much more stronger....

A day arrived,it was our English class .The mam named Rosy conducted this game called friendship percentage were they question us about our friend and check out how much we know them .There was this common question to both of us and unknowingly say suprisingly both answered the same.I still remember the answer that both of us gave,we said"where ever we go or say which ever part of the world we live we could never part ourselves"and trust its SIX years since she left INDIA still when people ask me who my best friend i answer its adhesh ans so does she...

After she left INDIA i was left all alone for lunch but i did have people around me who were so called as Friends u know to just clarify their doubts or to make fun of me.But this period of my life taught me so much in life which will surely help me in my days at collage.

Going to my next best friend,Its swati who was my enemy up to 8th std .she was charged as my friend when she gave me piece of cake during our excursion in 8th std and we still cherish those moments were i went and asked her about joining their group for lunch and she going and pleading her group people to join me and soo on...

There were soo many people who are been named as friends(i'd call them the so called friends )who still don't like both of us being together and soo on.I owe my life to her. I have blasted at her badly many times for no reasons ,advised her and to tell you i have done only things which she don't like .But still she did help me to do well in my studies,my career as the games captain during my 12th std ,during my state competition,during my hard time at home.

oh my God no words to express my thanks !!!!!!!!!!!

Remember friends people who are been respected by you only accept you as friends and not every friend is true but tell you never put down any human being let it be your servants or any one for that matter.We need people to listen to us talking and there must be one soul who must know what you actually doing with this life of yours.

To my dear parents remember to treat your children as friends which could automatically happen if you believe them and never doubt them at any circumstances they would always want to share everything with you but not when you doubt them.Anything you want to know about ask them directly on their face i am sure they will never hesitate to tell you the truth .

To my dear friends and to my so called friends telling you again learn to respect a human on earth as they are and don't try to change them when they are right.Enjoy your life with friends and make your friends enjoy it too and not to END that joy !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1