Strive for what yo really ought !!!!!

We make a living by what we get, we make a life by what we give. Life is all about the people with yo !!!what's so interesting in hurting them and yourself !!! accept the hurt but never be a giver of it !!!Yo will not realize the pain until someone else does it yo !!! you'll not gain anything by living a fake life even if u do it for a good cause !!!!

What else yo need in life than being yourself !!! think for others but remember to put urself in their shoes before u start thinking !!!and when it comes to relationships think before u start it,u don want in the end then never begin it!.whats the whole point in gathering our-self when we don know each other and when we are close separating ourselves . you guys aren't worth that person,yo have no rights to waste their time.and for the info yo can no way order them to get rid of yo!!!when yo can't lead the true life chuck it,don't make others also to live that false.Words thrown once can never be taken off!!!live your attitude:)when someone comments over the problems yo face in any relationship feel so happy for being the most wanted. who is gonna hurt yo,after all your closed ones.the more problems yo have the more true ppl you've gathered,life in end is all on how many of them really feel bad in missing yo!!!


Happiness is all what we want,check out the poor they show us what the true smile is:)commenting over things and whiling away time with frndz is jus not fun!!!its much more then what yo see and what yo really ought!have you'll ever experienced the happiness of music,reading the sky,putting a smile on once face???it shows you life.relax yourself with sports,above all the torture that ppl around yo give its in your hands to lead the best of what yo can.strive harder for your dreams to come true what might come your way show that your the strongest in achieving what yo want :)

Personal experiences,life is been full of ups an downs,a very hard track to carry ma goods!!!but learning and living with it has made me feel happy as ever.realizing yourself is a big dream.your loved ones believe yo or not do things that yo feel is right.Mistakes had made me realize life.not one will have the same taught if ur a person who thinks out of the box.

Been grown up listening to fairy tales,a princesses of ma parents.slowly realizing life is jus a compromise for ma family,friends and at times also unknowns,leaving behind everything i wished and found tears to be ma only soul :)it bcums very hard to sleep if ur disturbed .its all easy to have an attitude which says "live well,its the greatest revenge for those who avoid and hurt yo" when ppl say nothing is permanent in this world not even troubles,they mean forget the trouble an carry ahead with life,stop interpreting things in pessimistic manner for instance those lines don tell u to carry ahead by leaving ppl who love yo.

Its always been ma dream to make a better place to live,jus not enough to go money minded.imagine how wonderful life could be when yo strife for your dreams to come true ,to live with frnds,spread happiness,enjoy the nature,utilize your talent,develop an art of your kind.when competitions starts to be this way rather than money life becomes unbeatable.

Treat everyone with Love even those who rude to yo,not because they are not nice,but because YOU are NICE.No ones is incharge of your happiness except yo which means no one incharge of your sadness also.Smile you don own all problems in the world,that is a very true fact.Always laugh when you can. It is cheaper than medicine…Better to light a candle than to curse the darkness.

Ma Analysis

"Life is best for those who are enjoying it
Difficult for those who are Analyzing it
and Worst for those who are criticizing it "

School days were the best !!!Gawd i jus realized why teachers at school kept telling us we are gonna see what the world is !!!!what humanity man !!!Majority of them seem bad to ma eyes,they even made me think if i was wrong.Ma well wisher called it life and they even commented that i am jus groeing up there is much more to experience in this world. All that comes to ma mind is Life is Different,you guys are jus following the crowd it is simple it is easy but for ma life to be easy i jus need ppl to get the point of making others happy

Had few who always supported me who always stood by me and very few with ma wavelength but even they showed their humanity!!! All they wanted in life is too have fun at every moment.Feels so bad to stay away from the crowd,MAN the most difficult job ever :/ but what comes ma way the idea of life doesn't change in me . Soo much of arguments so much of talks , so many tried convincing and there are so many who are hurting themselves to change ma view !!!! But dear yo need to get this i will not change at nycause !!!!

I lost many in life but what makes me happy is ppl always come in search of me for what em and they make me feel so proud :) :) Marks and those problems related to money or be it what may i swear they are nothing when compared to relationships.When ur too good to someone they'll only see the worst part of urs .Dunno if any of you'll have realized it . but too many experiences have i had .

Been tagged for ma SMILE but dunno if ma close ones have ever realized its all jus fake :/ what hurts me more is when i know the limit of ur humanity and yo guys don stay upto the mark jus because of the future and the surrounding !!!! hurt yourself and others also !!! being rude on yo,you've chosen the worst way of living life :/ I can't force you'll to do something good , nor to continue a relationship enough have i experienced during ma worst situation :( selfish ppl on earth !!!

Don have to help but please don get ur self involved into the act of insulting others.Everyone has to live for a reason.Love should be in your blood , it shouldn't be the reason for u to live !!! Love makes friendship,Commitment puts down the word love and friendship ( ma point view) and i strongly believe that this would be the only reason for your humanity to come down !!!!

Hope this blogs make u guys get me right and that u'll stop hurting someone and yourself !!! Relationships gives life and it also sucks our blood off !!!!

ma learnings in college life

Life has never promised us anything...Nor has God...But people did ...
Some said they will never leave me;lie
Some said they will luv me till death;lie..
some said i was the most precious thing in their life ;lie..
ma life is made of such sweet lies..!
in the end all that matters is how i faced the time when i finally realized those were jus lies n how truthful i was...
I always ask,"Wouldn't lyf be much better if these lies were never told ? "
But the fact,which is yet harder is when i realize that,the times i lived on those big lies were the best times of ma life...!

All that i learnt in ma first year of coll is,life is just more of relationship...yo either concentrate in relationship or money.And God how cunning ppl could be,they are never punished,they seem to be the happiest person on earth.the happiness that a gals school gave me was the ever missing thing.And for me any small thing i feel bad of every time will remind me of ma days at SASTRA(yeah !! its had its own demerits) .

And cumin to things that i realized out of ma experiences at RMK is teenage has so many things to deal with,as told in ma previous blog,dam it !!!teenage is not a cake walk !!!! Pavan the best Buddie ever taught me to take life as simple as possible and thousands of sorries to him as i showed all ma anger on him ,talking abt the same problem again again,above all he made me think "Deepika is worth something"
To ma family members an frnds who had felt some change in me for past few months in ma way of brooding over an issue or back answering i'll tell yo'll the credits goes to him.Being younger to me yo behaved way mature and there's loads to learn from yo !!!

Now about those most irritating ppl of ma life,every time i brood over them i get dam ****ed up.but i spent time to think over them again,every human on earth does things what he/she thinks is right,its freedom of taught !!!! its jus that yo must learn to avoid few ppl what ever might be the relation.Certain things yo shouldn't mind :/ its jus as similar as your acts irritate them so does theirs ..Please stop wasting time over them

A much more important person is Keerthana Shanmugam,gawd yo have to learn how to stay detached from new ppl . A very hard at heart person when it comes to her goals an very equally soft when it comes to her close buddies.Always gets onto ma nerves but tell yo i jus realized that your teaching me patience and yo changed ma life style !! ppl at home are happy cos of yo sweetheart :) but i must tell this please do talk out when yo are pissed off abt something over a close buddie cos these small things might cause a huge fight . As told before all that matters in the end is how many good hearts have yo gained !!!!

Meenatchi, A thousands of sorrie to yo :)i have been brooding over every single thing to yo . But sweety yo'll be the best in the field of counselling i swear try out !!!very good at debating over a topic,might have irritated yo but think yo can understand it .

One thing i want ma ppl to understand is whatever it might be,whatever the world is teaching yo remember we are unique and we have equal rights to teach the world back.don jus follow the crowd when ppl say yo cant thats the time yo have been hit on say yourself that I CAN and bring a change.its not enough to dream over things only when dream comes true yo feel happy .

Never think of our relationship ending!!!and a small thing to all ma juniors love doesn't jus mean commitment and physical touch.yo will fall for many ppl in life when it comes to opposite sex yo jus have to remember what that relationship means to yo.Yo are bringing shame to the word love when yo get committed for the sake that yo have fallen.Ask yourself haven't yo fallen for anyone in world ? love is jus nothing except this !!!! Marriage is the most sickening thing for its more of physical touch and love comes jus for that sake !!! (ma opinion )

keep learning and start of thinking innovatively cos you need to make things different and the way yo want and not jus do what others do !!!! There is purpose for which yo live find that out !!!your god's messenger :) :) die only after yo yearn all the good hearts and most importantly only after yo do what yo dream't of doing and what god has sent yo for !!!

Mommy Happy B'Day

For yo,My nice Mommy
For yo,The most beautiful of all the memories
This poem , Jus to say thank yo Day an Night

Best Friends,forever yo an me
picking flowers & climbing trees
A shoulder to cry on,secrets to share
Warm Hearts and Hands that really care

M is for the million things that yo have given us
O means only that yo are growing old
t is for the tears yo shed to save us
H is for your heart of purest gold (no platinum :P)
e is for your eyes with love light shinning
R means Right , Right you'll always be

Put them all together they spell MOTHER
the word that means The WORLD to me

We may not have been perfect yo know it too
Just an normal Teenager,trying to make it through
but Mommy we hope yo know
Even though we were mean at times,you were are only hope
how sometimes we laughed and cried,we never used to be the best we really could
we always remember yo mommy We'll never let you go
But mommy as long as yo know,we love yo now an forever

Does Jealousy makes life ??????

"Lyf has never promised yo anything...nor has God...but ppl did...
some said they will never leave yo;lie
some said they will luv you till death; lie
some said yo are the most precious thing in their life; lie
LIFE is made of such sweet lies ...! In the end all that matters is how yo faced the
time when yo finally realized those were jus lies an how truthful yo were.
We may ask,"wudn't lyf be much better if these lies were never told ?"

But the fact,which is yet harder is when yo realize that times yo lived and those big lies were the best times of your life.......Its easy to say life could be the best when healthy competition is there....Dam it !!!! teach all this to children who were born in 1960's.....The word healthy doesn't exists when it comes to competition to the almost 99% ppl....and the rest 1% are the ones who suffer in the end...

I accept yo need to have jealousy to make things better in life,but you don have any sort of right to compel a person to be jealous on the other.....life could have been great if i only had ppl to support me and grow with me like how ma parents and brother does and how can i forget Swati :D

To all of u who are jealous abt me an swati the secret is we don care who succeeds our aim is to reach the goal .....

Liking someone's looks is different from getting jealous over it ....why are yo so bothered if she is sicking or not,yo don have to comment over a shit, jus walk off from that place,it stinks for yo and also for the shit cos it knows nothing except its smell....

Coming to relationships,when two of them are close jus feel happy for that jus like the way yo want your parents to be....You cannot gain any pleasure in making two ppl fight i swer you will land in the same situation later in life...let it be anything in life feel jealous to grow an not to put down others ....yo jus cant do anything by pulling someone's leg ....remember your touchings someone foot for that ...its shame for yo an not for them

Cuming to ma life....i have enough an more ppl to feel jealous on me.....i can openly say em jus nothing when words aren't there i can do great in life with the values that i carry.I jus don have a role model i listen to ppl take things which makes me feel right and do it no matter who opposes it !!!!

And i alway don bother of certain kind a ppl's word ...for instance if a frnd of mine always puts me down in terms of look then i can understand that she doesn't want me to look nice cos i look dam beautiful. And when it cums to ma relationship i have enough ppl to call up an ask the person why he/she called me up for no reason than to ask how that person is doing :/ Isn't that weired :/

There are ppl who can tell their frnds not to talk to me cos those frnds could get close to me and there are ppl who can brainwash me by telling not to talk to ppl who don bother ....God i jus realized that i wasted half ma life time thinking over jus ma mistakes....Thanklord that i realized atleast now .

Success also hurts when we dont have a loved one to wish .Failure also looks beautiful when u have a loved one to support yo....Please support and never be jealouse cos life is much more diff when yo do things differently and there will be peace around yo . all ways remmeber to make ppl live for yo even if they aren't born for yo...yo can enjoy every moment of life ....

When yo cant appreciate one's work jus go ahead with your life instead of discouraging them....yo don their potentials they have enough an more than yo cos they aren't jealous of yo but they aim to make ppl jealous of them .

Time decides whom u will meet in life...ur heart decides whom yo want in life ...but ur behavior decides who will stay in ur life... !

teenage !!!!!!!!!

1 hand on pen
other hand on phone,

1 ear on lecture
other ear on friends talk

1 eye on board
other eye on boys...........

Teenage is not just this,thats a period of life which tells us so many things,the way yo handle yourself now tells what yo will be up to later on in life...right from the crushes,parents,siblings,friends,relatives will teach yo life !!!your teenage starts when yo are in 8th std....em sure that grade could have taught yo what friends are...

getting into ma experience,yeah that's when adhi left India and then understanding each friend an choosing the best of the lot was a great task....the things that i realized in that grade was what made me finish schooling peacefully .... i had blackmailing gng on...i had things which i wouldn't discuss with ma parents cos friends behaved very matured :/ learning to keep things to ma self...and most important of all yo will be throne to a renaming ceremony ...thats how ppl call yo throughout their life....but that was fun too :)

then yo will start fighting for birth rights,especially with gals they already stay in chauvinistic society surrounded by men who jus dominate...i would even say the only guy who gives her freedom is her dad....and gals of this generation wants it and its a gift that each men could give ..what's your problem in her having fun ? don yo think even she has to go through what you've undergone...please all the male chauvinist understand i don wanna be harsh think over it ....would yo do it to yourself if yo were a gal.... after-all she is yet another human being yo have no rights to deny it to her even if she is "yours"......teenage for a gal would be worse cos 3/4th of her most awaited period will jus fly either wanting for rights or jus being a nerd ( nt to all gals may be ,but in ma case)

you will get to know more of problems among your close buddies ,meaning friends and family,best way to walk over it is jus go ahead with your work with all your parts shut ......jus don be bothered!!! your ultimate aim could obviously be your happiness....and for some of us our happiness lies on parents happiness ...on that case before every word yo talk and every single decision yo take remember to keep them in your mind and not in your heart cos "don believe you heart its on your left side on not on your right"...for ppl who din get this ....always stay away from ppl except your parents make your point clear to them and to your friends don ever get attached cos this is an age which demands for more of relationship an nt jus fun.

for an eg,if swati an me land up with a huge fight both of us would never learn until we are back to form....i jus realized it is waste of time if i had done this with someone else....Not all of you will get a swati !!!!!!!!!! :D

Make things clear to all your beloved ones,you expect them not to doubt yo then behave that way,if they still don get yo then jus tell them on their face that your not up to what they think ....and then its up to them,if they don wanna trust yo may be ones or twice yo can make them understand things,yet if it continues then jus don bother its not your business !!!

Your college life,its not at all easy,and for engineering students Gosh the most hectic period ,a very easily carried away age and balancing family and friends is gonna be a great task,you will get to meet more ppl who really behave weired,you could get hyper tensed ,yo would face more of ppl who put yo down,who break the trust yo have got on them.....after all that in college yo will get back home and there yo will find ppl who don even bother about your present condition they jus want their work to be done .....Self Minded ....

You pile up all this and will think over the stupid fights with friends, siblings and say with ppl around yo when your home alone yo get to talk with ppl yo will tell them about what had happened and then they will try to explain the face that the fault is in yo ....again you'll think over the fault you'll will start adjusting...that is when ppl will find more of mistakes than what they actually complained... you'll go mad cos you wont have anyone to console yo...To all the elders who say enjoy your Teenage ...dam it above all this where do yo think we can ever smile whole heartedly ??????

But,Now em 18 an finally understood or say found a small tip for lifetime "Try to present yourself that you are happy,slowly it becomes ur habit,finally it becomes your character"

never can you yo expect ppl to make yo happy,its up to yo stay happy or not,yo get to decide so many things in life at your teenage,for all ma pals when yo have decided that your happiness is your parents then your life is jus full of giving up....it was yo who decided why dont you'll take it up with happiness ? "evalo vo pannitom edha panna matom ma ? "

Stay alone and enjoy single life,never in life may yo think of a person nxt yo,even when your home alone remember yo have got Guardian Angels standing nxt to yo ....so be happy when a frnd of your leave yo or when some one ditches yo ....After all they are another human...they aren't your blood or heart beat .....yo din ask for life yet yo are here then yo cant expect things to happen on your own yo need to make it your own way ,if yo cant afford to do that then enjoy what life gives yo ....Cos that's what you are !!!!!!!!!!

Ma Frnd

"When u start giving too much of importance to sumone in ur life,u tend to lose ur value in their life"

Neva get attached to anyone...you now why em telling you'll this when the relationship breaks and yo know the person so well ,you never give up that person , meaning u never let ppl think the mistake is on them ...nor can u explain things to ppl around u...yo'll feel more bad when ppl come an talk to yo abt "you" guys....and that's the time you recive loads an loads of forwards which says true fact ....only solution is either yo forget that person ...jus don bother abt that frnd of yours....or get lost sumwhere

Ppl around u'll say very easily to jus ignore...why u bothered of a person who doesn't even care abt you...preseve your dignity....and some will say don have ego go talk try to convince your frnd an all that ....to all those who advice let me tell you'll its very easy to say all this...if its easy for you'll to do it also then i can bet that yo weren't true at all...

fine now i know that u guys can't understand anything...this post is dedicated to ma frnd who i badly miss...Ma frnd jus close your eyes an think of those days we had fun,those fights,those idiotic talks,those days i troubled yo....that possessiveness both of us had on each other ...i sewer its not at all easy or fine for me to stay this way ...i know the reason you gave me isn't the soul reason....

I have strong believe on the saying "the one who likes you most,sometimes hurts u a lot.But then again they are the only ones who feel ur pain more than you "and i can also understand that even ur not okay with it..please for heaven sake change ur decision ...em not giving yo any option....i want u to be by me and also be mine ...i jus can't give up ....i din want to trouble yo nor force yo....din want to be an "headache" basically :( but i jus cant bare it....this nt a matter of adjusting its something more...."I want yo to be with me only two times in ma life...now an forever "
please do get back ....waiting for yo...yo still have the same place....i might not have sense of how to talk but ma mind is pure that there is no intension to hurt yo....ma heart always says talk to me wen i feel alone,hug me wen i cry,luv me wen all hate me,care for me wen im sick,don cry wen i die bt dnt leave me till im alive...i know that u may nt talk with me everyday but always think of me an memories ....hoping to see our "friendship " is still alive :)yo know i never allow relationships to die ....Get back

walking alone is nt difficult,but walking a mile with someone and then returning alone is worser than suicide